Sometimes I think you have too much faith in me especially since you should know me better than anyone. You must realize that I am not as strong as I sometimes seem. I prayed, asking that you send angels to help and I am not sure if I missed an important answer, if you delegated to an angel who is not up to the task, if the request or even the reply got struck in a queue somewhere, or if my message somehow was spammed.
All I know for sure is my family and I still need your love and support to get through life’s challenges and I did not get a reply that I can understand. I am sure you know about my request; after all you know everything. I hope my handful of readers will understand that the details are on a need to know basis that I cannot and will not share here.
Mahalo for taking the time to listen when I know there are many others who need your help and in the scheme of things, many need you more than we do. I hope you understand that I do not ask you to abandon someone else for us. Still I hope you can spare someone who will give me clear guidance as to how to proceed.